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Collapse
04:11
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I'm severing ties with all my friends
Collapsing under your weight
I'm just a character in your stories
I represent all your self hate
Constantly tired from carrying your mistakes
The validation that you crave
In my isolation you stole my voice
Forget the words that I gave
Can't keep quiet
Can't keep quiet
Can't keep quiet
Can't keep quiet
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2. |
Between Then and Now
05:20
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It's not much warmer when you get inside
Hide away don't fall behind
Stock grey faded washed dull slate white
Rotten wood rusted nails lost change lost time
Everyone is looking for the next warm state
If we leave who we love we'll forget what we hate
I have a compulsion to remember all moments
But I don't have time to
Drag dead weight
They wanna put me in the movies
Sometimes I think it was better back when I thought nothing of everything that I ever did
Sometimes I think it was better when I thought nothing of everything I ever did
"Someday when I'm older
Someday when I'm famous
Someday I'll move to the suburbs
Someday when I'm shameless"
"Someday when I'm older
Someday when I'm famous
Someday I'll move to the suburbs
Someday I'll be painless"
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Pen Pals pt. 1
06:33
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I never got a chance to be honest with myself about the first boy I liked
He was 17 when I was 15 when he decided he was ready to die
I don't talk to you all enough, but when you leave I wanna follow you
Like when Matt died and when Alex died, you leave holes that I wanna fall through
I watch myself too much after years spent on glass, plastic and poisons these things I don't need
And I told myself this and I told myself I needed to feel your bodies replace heat
You were right when you said I just love being listened to the warmth that it brings is a hollow fantasy
I just wanted someone being right next to me
We have no more, no more (wish I had more pictures with you)
There's no more, no more (wish I had more pictures with you)
We have no more, no more
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Anodic rhythms, audio diaries and tone paintings by Hazel Sterling Clemente.
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